I haven't been blogging much, maybe because the stories I want to tell have lost their essence, or maybe because at a moment I knew I had already told them to people that mattered.
But now, its September, the month where things start. People going to school, some off to college and some starting a new job. In other words, there will be less people to tell stories due to my inconvenient time of story telling or unimportance of what I have to tell.
So what am I up to this September? For the first time ever, I have this feeling that I am in this new phase (post-graduating) that feels like being thrown out to life. Strange right. In a way I feel like I have just landed in a forest, alone, with no body but myself and a knife in hand to keep me surviving. That knife is my knowledge, education, heart and people that matter.
I am trying to make something in this forest, because that's the type of person I am. It may be building a bridge to cross over from a place to another or a sheltered house from tree leaves to stay safe. Or it could be building a wooden boat and sail away or make a fire and remain warm wherever I am.
Yes, I am speaking in metaphors, and only a few will understand what each word translate in reality.
That's it for now, rambling about unimportant stuff- but to me, its my life's major transition up to now.
Adios for now.
I think all graduates are with you in the forest. Some like you trying to make sense & build bridges, others are like myself clueless. Best of luck to us all!
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