It took some courage for me to decide that the best way to live is through creating my own world, with my rules and my own people. Looking for stability I created this world been 4 walls thinking everything is going to be under my control.

The sad reality is even in that world nothing is stable. People come in and the next day their gone. It is only human nature for that to happen and there is nothing I can do.

Sometimes, I wish there was a pause button and once clicked everything remains the same. I can then sit back with no worry of things changing or people and life moving on.

On a second note, the only constant thing is change.