Missing Something

I don't know what I'm missing exactly, but I know I am missing something. It is not like it used to be & I miss whatever used to be was. I try to find a new thing in order to stop thinking or feeling that something has changed but I fail over and over.

I do not like failure but I am not afraid to try it from time to time.

ليس كل ما يشتهيه المرء يدركه تجري الرياح بما لا تشتهي السفن