Monday, September 20, 2010

Dear Sister

I know you deserve a better sister then me & you deserve someone I might never be able to be like.

I hope that you do understand how much I love you & that nothing is wrong with you but everything is wrong with me. I am not capable of giving you the care you should get only yet.

I do hate the part of me that is solid, lacks and hides feelings because I am too afraid to care. Yes, I am too afraid to care & why shouldn't I be. I am afraid of caring too much and getting very attached.

If I was you, I would hate me too & I don't blame you when you repeatedly say "I wish I can switch sisters" or "I wish I can go buy a new sister".

You deserve someone better someone I might never be.

With Love.
Your Sister

5 comments:

  1. Dont say that u never know she might really appreciate u as her big sister. I sometimes think my sister hates me but I know that deep inside she really likes me. <3

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  2. Don't say that! And what you're sister said, well I remember telling my sister that but I NEVER actually meant it! I'm sure she's only being dramatic ;) And I'm positive that you're the LOVELIEST SISTER ANYONE CAN ASK FOR!!!

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  3. Aw don't say that,i always wished for a sister like u <3

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