Code Red?

I have never imagined myself standing in a hospital room looking at the pulse of a dear one and remembering terms I became familiar with through Grey's Anatomy happening right in front of me.

I saw a code red happen and go back to blue as they try to fix what is wrong. I saw the BP going up and down and the nurses trying to tell us everything is fine. No it's not & I do get parts of what is happening. I do get that its time to say goodbye & even though I don't know when it will happen, it was just the time to do so. Goodbye my loved one, I hope your departure will be as easy as it can get.

اراك بين الموت والحياةَ تُقاتلي..
و هل بعدُ القتالِ نجاةُ ؟
وامسك دمعتن هلت عليكِ
لاجل دمعن من بنينكِ يدمعُ
ارى في الوجوه امامي تعكرٌ
كانما كتب وقت الوفاةِ
وادعي المستجيب لك تيسراً
فانت تسبقي ونحنُ نلحقُ..
اقبلكِ وداعاً من احفادكِ
وهل بعد الوداعُ تلاقي؟

Friday September 24